The + and - of life

I wanted to share an interesting random thought which i got today.
I really wanted to spend some quality time with my loved ones but then got so busy with work and other activities, i just couldn't (though i badly needed). The very thought of sitting before them gives me so much energy, i started thinking that the kind of energy you derive or get just by meeting your loved one...it is just that extra proteins u gain.
Most of the times we tend to like some people and cannot stand few at all. Why all this happens?
My crazy brain started thinking .....i came to a decent conclusion that when i am with a specific person there is some kind of trasmission happens , exchange of energy, or an aura which surrounds every human being. We can call it negative or positive energy.
So my point is when you are with a person and if his/her aura suits you then you will like and tend to be with them. Similarly u cant stand few at all for all the above reasons.
The question is " Is your energy/aura positive or negative??"

Rewind

"What happened to you? Is everything ok with you? " shouted my friend on the other line.
I got somany calls since 2 days, my friends called and checked if something was wrong. I blamed it on my recent posts.
Finally i understood that people have a set opinion and expect you to behave the way as they perceived you. A common feedback i got was that i changed, my expressions, thoughts etc changed. They liked my mental stuff more than the general things i started posting recently.
Hmmm.....i am trying to figure it out....what am i doing, where am i heading to and what am i up to. Is this growth or something else? Or i am trying ot meet someone's expectations here?
The journey of my thoughts have a taken a left/right but not straight i guess. If this is what i am then i better start to forsee the possible halt.
I think its time to think and get back to my shell again!

Wah! wah! Irshad.....

Today i somehow got into a mood of ghazal's, sher's an shayari....
This is just a jhalak ....

"Hasi ne labo par Thirakna Chod diya
Khwabon ne palkon par aana chod diya
Nahi aati ab tho Hitchkitchiyan bhi
Shayad aap ne hame yaad karne chod diya"

"Usko Chaha bhi tho Izhar karna nahi aaya
Kat gayi umar saari hume pyar karna nahi aaya
Usne maangi bhi tho Judai mangi aur
Hum the ki hume inkar bhi karna na aaya!!!!!!!!!

Heavy!!!!!!!!! i guess ..along with shayari..one needs a great company to "hic" along. The best part of shayari is not everyone can tell neither can enjoy.
I recommend everyone one should once in a while indulge in shayari and keep doing wah! wah!

Aaadab!

Wax Models.....Oooooh!!

I did check lot of celebrities wax models being unveiled....i loved them all. I have a different opinion when i checked out the wax model's. Definately they must have done a brain storming session before selecting a particular picture or a pose.
According to my opinion,the snap to be choosen should be the celebrity's most important peak achievement and snap should be recorded. That mement has to get captured and should be treasured in the way of wax model etc and not any other moment.
Is anyone listeneing????

Dimaag Khharaab!!!

Yeh....kya th0 bhi **** time chalra...itna dimaag kharaab time maine zindagi mein kahi nai dekha baap!!!! Jisko dekho sab pakao log hee milte...koi bhi khush nai aur rehna nai chahte shaayad unko maloomeech nai ki khush kaisa rehna chahiye. Kya tima airelabaap????
Zindagi mein sab kuch nai milta logaan usko samajhnekeliye poori zindagi lete hai.....ittaeech nai aur mast rehta jab logaaan kuch cheezon ke peeche bhaagte rehte...woh bhaaga daud mein kya tho bhi hotha rehta....
Kya hai ki !!!
Hmmm howzzat???...i am yet to watch the movie angrez to become a true hyderabadi...probably post Angrez will get better....Hydbadi's! pardon me for my language i failed miserably in my first attempt...will try to better it next time till then
Khuda hafeez ( am not sure abt the spelling but i know how to pronounce:-)))

I love .........

• To walk
• Expressions
• To laugh ( till i see my own tears :-)) )
• To watch first ray of sun ( Superb piercing but pleasant light )
• The cresent moon
• Greenery ( someday will own a nursery)
• Smell of Night queen - the flower
• Training ( that is my strength )
• My work
• To develop myself
• To be with my friends
• Travelling
• To learn new things
• To converse
• My wardrobe
• To play Scrabble
• To play in the Sea
• To watch stars in the night
• To read
• Astronomy
• Mountains
• My childhood toys ( Most of them are dolls , no Barbie dolls then !)
• My first mobile ( I treasured it )
• To have fun
• To listen
• Being fit n healthy
• Looking after my people
• To help
• Children
• To watch black and white movies
• Myself ( to be myself )

What do you love doing?

Die another day

Bah! ....today! .......if you are interested ( Die another day) Phew!

• Came to office...system took some 20 mins to boot..thanks to our technology..i quickly glanced through the paper and read about World bank thinking to review the ban on Satyam...i thought "policies are made for deviations".
• Checked the mails...there again some desperate souls trying to reach me over emails for quick resolutions, i understood that people are lazy enough to type and send in required formats ( Only they know as to why they are being paid).........
• Suddenly felt that something is wrong..it is time to grab a quick meal...it is already 1.00pm thanks to our work culture, we are allowed to eat at our workstations ( infact our lunchroom can accomodate not more than 4 people)
• I got motivated to see that only few hours are left to leave...:-))
• I overheard a small serious conversation more intense than Obama's speech....a lady was explaining on how she managed to come to work inspite of attending a late night party..what was she wearing..where she bought etc etc..i Sighed! It makes all kinds of people to make this world a better place.
• I laughed thoroughly....infact i enjoyed the conversation too with my kinda humour.
• Lot of unattended things..i thought why the hell am i doing so much of work ?? but then ended up doing it and this frustation made me type aggresive mails on escalations....I patted myself!
• At 4.00 not felt like working...wanted to go home n watch some black n white movie...
• GIA is one word which i thought will never forget. Lot of work has to be redone in the last min though you are updated and online. Dont even try n understand GIA..you will have sleepless nights!!!!
• 6.20pm...Aroma of hot Samosa...........ofcourse i relished!
• Looked at my colleagues..none of their faces reflected energy...i understood how awful i looked...
• Sent some reminders ( best part of my job :-D)
• Did not shut down my comp ( I want to save my half an hour nextday)..looked at my watch....7.20pm....

Iwould like to share general gyan sessions...coz this is my space where i can vent out...and clear the gutter in my life.

See through conversations!

One misnute wisdom is one of the books that i always loved to read again and again. Everytime i read i get a new meaning. This book is filled with one page conversations, go through a few and i am sure most of you all will see through them.

1."The trouble with the world," said the Master with a sigh, "is that human beings refuse to grow up." "When can a person be said to have grown up?" asked a disciple. "On the day he does not need to be lied to about anything."

2.To the woman who complained that riches hadn't made her happy the Master said, "You speak as if luxury and comfort were ingredients of happiness; whereas all you need to be really happy, my dear, is something to be enthusiastic about."

3.The disciples were involved in a heated discussion on the cause of human suffering.
Some said it came from selfishness. Others, from delusion. Yet others, from the inability to distinguish the real from the unreal.
When the Master was consulted, he said, "All suffering comes from a person's inability to sit still and be alone."

4.A newly married couple said, "What shall we do to make our love endure?"
Said the Master, "Love other things together."

5.It always pleased the Master to hear people recognize their ignorance.
"Wisdom tends to grow in proportion to one's awareness of one's ignorance," he claimed.
When asked for an explanation, he said, "When you come to see you are not as wise today as you thought you were yesterday, you are wiser today."

6.The Master was always teaching that guilt is an evil emotion to be avoided like the very devil -- all guilt.
"But are we not to hate our sins?" a disciple said one day.
"When you are guilty, it is not your sins you hate but yourself."

7.The Master always frowned on anything that seemed sensational. "The divine," he claimed, "is only found in the ordinary."
To a disciple who was attempting forms of asceticism that bordered on the bizarre the Master was heard to say, "Holiness is a mysterious thing: The greater it is, the less it is noticed."

8."What would spirituality give me?" said an alcoholic to the Master.
"Nonalcoholic intoxication," was the answer.

9. To a woman who complained about her destiny the Master said, "It is you who make your destiny."
"But surely I am not responsible for being born a woman?"
"Being born a woman isn't destiny.That is fate. Destiny is how you accept your womanhood and what you make of it."

10."How shall I rid myself of fear?"
"How can you rid yourself of what you cling to?"
"You mean I actually cling to my fears? I cannot agree to that."
"Consider what your fear protects you from and you will agree! And you will see your folly."

Anthony de Mello, SJ, One Minute Wisdom

Yeah! these are really fantastic!

Passwords and Cosmos!

Hmmm am back...not getting enough time to be with myself :-(

Disclaimer: Read at your own risk and any kind of damage to the reader is not blogger's responsibility.

I was thinking the other day, the technology invented by Man” banking passwords”. To deposit, to draw your own money etc you need passwords. Combinations of few numbers, alpha numeric characters will determine if u can withdraw, transfer your OWN money. Just imagine to draw your own money you need to memorise your passwords!!!

When a human is born, he is entitled to lot of his things in this world. His own oxygen, light, how much he consumes energy from sun, his food etc.
Now my point is when I referred to the word cosmos, there are lot of energies around, some people call it as powers, unusual powers, magic etc in the space around.
To withdraw all that the way modern man used numbers and alphabets to create passwords, ancient man did lot of research on each type of energy (referred as gods too), used alphabets etc to invent Mantrams which act like passwords.

Everyone has their own energy stored in the cosmos like a bank account. Mantrams act like a password and helps us to withdraw the energy from it.
You may ask then why so many gods/mantrams? I think it is just that we have different customised policies, types of bank accounts offered by various financial institutions and we choose the one which is suits our needs, similarly we have different forms of energies around Since people believe in tangible products to get the touch n feel factor, the energy around us also take forms of various gods and display their energies in the form of their qualities, stories etc.

So, a man can decide his requirement and can get his password to withdraw his required qualities. The more u memorise n recite, u will withdraw more energies faster from cosmos. If you stop then even that will stop. If you do it continuously then one day u might become that energy and automatically you will get the powers.( wow! i hope it is true!)
For ex: if you observe in a Ganesha temple the priest automatically gets the quality of that deity by reciting his passwords continuosly.

I am not trying to preach any religion etc but these are my thoughts about the word called mantram.

I guess this is too much to swallow, so just relax and do not regret why you read all this. You always have a shift delete button in your brain so please feel free to use it ;-)

Choose the correct one!

Wish you all a very happy and properous 2009. Hope this year makes us more wiser and mischievious!

Yeah! Since we are human beings, we tend to get tensed if even one of these (wants ,,needs,,,life,,love..lust..money..power..politics..career..) are not reachable to us*. *Conditions do apply on the intensity of the want.

If it is high then it becomes a need. People do have the ability to live without this and still can be happy....but lot of maturity etc is required to understand the breakeven.

Not all get all these ,what is mentioned but again life is like that. The confusion, frustration, discouragement, sadness etc follow suit and makes one's life miserable.

One way of living is to understand what you can get and wht is not possible and be really happy abt it.

Or

Sit and brood over things and think like sour grapes policy-This will lead to an unhappy situation

Or

Should be a go getter and by hook or crook get what u want.( can be a self made man/inherit/ become a don)

Or

Finally compromise is a word…which sounds like hatred but that is how most of them live bt don't say- This part of living life is not with complete happiness but with modest share of it.

People call it Philosophy..i call it choice of living life.